I recognized my self image is pretty low in the last several days.
Maybe it’s the hormone balance. Maybe it’s the weather. I don’t know why.
I just know my self image is unstable and my self confidence goes up and down consistently with whatever reason.
Simply put, sometimes I have a good day, sometimes a bad day, just like everyone else does.
When I have a good day, I simply enjoy it!
I feel full of energy and I can do anything. Wow!
When I have a bad day… I just suck it up and try to survive.
I feel I am slow and incapable. Something is wrong with me.
Everyone else looks much more efficient than me.
Am I thinking too much???
Indeed I am quite sensitive. Too bad, I can’t fix it.
I am sensitive. I have accepted that’s my nature which I can’t remove.
So I live with it.
When it comes as my strength, it makes me observant, detail-oriented, careful and thoughtful. I read people’s mind well, suggest something people never thought about, etc.
However, when it turns out in a negative way, I become over-focused, complicating and naive. I can dig irrelevant things, get overly concerning and slow things down. When this happens, I don’t feel good about myself.
Depending on how you use it, your quality becomes positive or negative. They are the two sides of one coin.
Find a way to make it shine, and you see the positive feedback, which makes your self image much better.
So… don’t limit your self image. Connect with someone who appreciate your quality. We are all different. Your uniqueness can be a treasure for someone although others don’t see it.
You are a unique person.
And the uniqueness has the spot to contribute to the world.
When you have a bad day…. suck it up and survive!
Just don’t believe what you see at that moment is the entire picture of who you are.